Jaggi, the only one!

He, the only one , who guides me from one to zero and zero to one,

He, the only one, who is the mix of the moon and the sun,

He makes me realize, that I am in everything,

He makes me realize, that I am a nothing.

Unable to understand the logic of his,

All this being wants to know is bliss, bliss and bliss.

He says" I shall take you from the limited to the unlimited!"

All this brings in me is "Confusion Unlimited!"

In his presence, I am both happy and sad,

To experience a glimpse of god in him, I am very glad.

With him, I feel that I am both in hell and in heaven,

I also realize that neither am I in hell nor in heaven.

When will all this confusion go?, I do not know,

All that I want is to know, to know and to know.

The Master's Spell

Whenever I see you, my eyes well up, I don't know why,

Its painful, but very blissful in the presence of thy.

In sync come these emotions that oppose,

It's the master's spell I suppose.

With him I want to merge,

In a flash my bondage will purge.

Only a devotee would know,

The pain it takes to grow.

The guru has cast his spell, helplessly I follow,

Like the children behind the pied piper of yore.

Lucky are those who be with thee,

Devotees around him I greatly envy.

A seeker can grow only with your grace,

With you, time passes by at tremendous pace.

Everything you know, from the divine to the mediocre,

When will you quench this forlorn seeker?

Restless

Those haunting questions seem endless,

Have left me confused and restless,

Whomever I approached for solution,

Gave me confusion, left me in illusion,

Ever since I did the Inner Engineering,

Everything happened as a disguised blessing,

At last, Realize I did, after falling into every pit,

For the questions to quell, I need the master's spell,

When he is away questions come up,

When he is near, I just shut up,

It is hard to explain,

Whether I am sane or insane.

Walking the Wretched Path

Wanting to know, I tried to grow,

All efforts in vain, Left me in pain.

I waited and waited, In darkness in fright,

For the master's grace and a guiding light,

When he is around, I jump up in craze,

When he leaves, I am in complete daze,

How long do I have to wait?

For the divine to set me straight.

The World is not enough!

That which you have given me is so immense,

It's petty to even think of repaying you,

Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Thank you doesn't even touch the surface,

of what is there in my heart,

O Sadguru!, What can I gift you?

There is nothing worthwhile I have,

At the least I can offer you myself.

Even if I offer you the whole world.

The world is not enough!, The world is not enough!

Hosanna

You are my joy,

you are my pain,

you are my toy,

you are my paean,

you are my prayer,

you are my mother,

you are my lover,

you are my teacher,

you are the shield,

you are the slayer,

you are wine,

you are divine,

you are darkness,

you are light,

you bring laughter,

you bring terror,

you bring clarity,

you bring confusion,

you are here,

you are there,

you are the beginning,

you are the end,

you are my will,

you are my way

This wait is too long,

I am unable to bear,

I am willing to cease,

Destroy me, please!

Hide and Seek

Sometimes you seem to be there,

Other times you seem to be nowhere,

While others see you everywhere,

I don't see, Why this game with me?

Why this hide-and-seek?

Is this the play of the delusive mind?

Will there be a time when,

everything is crystal clear?

Will there be a time when,

I see you in me forever?

The Irresistable Guru

O Sadhguru, O Sadhguru,

You are the most Irresistable Guru,

You came like a bolt from the blue,

What have you done to me? I have no clue,

I wish I could kidnap and cherish you,

Have all of you for my self,

In Shiva's Lap, like Devi herself.

Its Killing Inside

Its killing me inside.
I'm unable to subside,
the wish to to give away
in return to the guru's grace.

Its killing me inside,
I'm unable to subside,
I lack vocabulary to discribe
the mystery of the guru's grace.

Its killing me inside,
I'm unable to subside,
The wish to be with him
in the lap of the master

Of what help can i be?
How can I pay him back?
To have come close to him,
Is a fortune of fortunes!